Monday 30 April 2007

weekend out of Brussels

Parlez-vous anglais? - i asked
Non! - the man answered through the window.
Ahhhm, je besoin deux Billet a Libramont... on Saturday i bought my first ticket to Libramont in french. well, it proved that in emergency cases, i remember all the forgotten words and even speak french. I went to Libramont (about two hours on train from Brussels) to sit there in a cafe for a while and read notes of the commission on EU-Russia relations, well a friend of mine was reading loud, and i was listening and drinking my Jus d'orange. in a while a number of other friends appeared there. and we were supposed to drive to Chiny, just on the french Border. the car is small and we were five people, and nafisa, given her small size, was supposed to squash herself in the middle, well but i was fun. i enjoyed it.

why Chiny?
we are going to canoe there. we rented 3 canoes, and i learnt to paddle. we had to paddle about 8 km in a beautiful river Semois. Honestly, it was one of the most beautiful places i have ever seen. I enjoyed the time with the guys and am very thankful to them for having such a great idea. i start liking Belgium.


Keep learning...

I liked the following quote of Rory Stewart who traveled across Afganistan from Herat to Kabul:

We need to be considerably more realistic about Afghanistan. We are in danger of pursuing utopian fantasies that have no connection to either our own capacity or knowledge, or the capacities and desires of Afghans. The international community is simultaneously trying to fight the Taliban, create a liberal democracy, exterminate narcotics, create a strong central government throughout the country and defend human rights. Very few of these objectives are credible or possible. There is a surreal gap between the language of the international community and our performance. We need to be honest about the limits of our own power and knowledge.

Friday 27 April 2007

27th didnt do much, didnt learn much.. :(

I downloaded tonnes of files and policy briefs of UNDP in Uzbekistan. I dont know when i will read them :(
I learnt that there are EU-funded projects called BOMCA and BOMAF, which are executed by UNDP. BOMCA stands for Border Management in Central Asia.
i learng that Kazakhstan has become so rich and want to support Kyrgyzstan by providing 100 million US dollars calls for stability. Very nice of them.
Kyrgyzstan wants integration as soon as possible, if other Stans still doubt Kyrgyzstan is ready for Kaz-Kyr Union.
i didnt tell about my new room, well i saw it only once, hopefully today i will sign the contract :) pay :(, and the describe it... and maybe attach some photos. it is a great house...

might be boring, or too much, u decide if u want to read...

What I have learnt on 25.04.2007:
i. Steinmeier’s sentence: ‘President Yeltsin turned his eyes towards Europe and opened Russia to the world’
ii. EU-Troika is, I guess, three ministers of the EU:
1) German Foreign Minister Frank-Walter STEINMEIER
2) EU High Representative Javier SOLANA,
3) EU Commissioner for External Relations Benita FERRERO-WALDNER.
In the web-site of ministry of foreign affairs of Germany this is as follows:Die EU-Troika – bestehend aus Bundesaußenminister Dr. Frank-Walter Steinmeier als Vertreter der deutschen EU-Ratspräsidentschaft, dem Hohen Repräsentanten der EU für die Gemeinsame Außen- und Sicherheitspolitik, Dr. Javier Solana, und EU-Kommissar Olli Rehn
iii. The new EU Central Asia strategy is going to cover following areas:
- rule of law, human rights, democratization
- education
- energy and transport
- environment
- trade and economic cooperation
- regional security: border protection, drug-trafficking, and organized crime
- EU Council Minister, Steinmeier calls this a “farsighted security policy”


iv. There is such a term/concept as Middle East Quartet which is comprised of EU, UN, US, Russia, none of which situate in Middle East, well except for UN, it is worldwide. This is a strange way of cooperation of states and international organizations, well UN and the some other powers. Wiki says it’s a foursome of nations and international and supranational entities involved in mediating the peace process in Israeli-Palestinian conflict. I wonder why they have no non-western organization or state there, some representatives of Arab world would diversify this Quartet and make it more credible.

v. Gulf Cooperation Council or also Cooperation Council for the Arab states of the Gulf, comprises Bahrain, Kuwait, Oman, Qatar, Saudi Arabia, and the United Arab Emirates. It is a trade bloc which was created in 1981.
Among the stated objectives are:
· formulating similar regulations in various fields such as economy, finance, trade, customs, tourism, legislation, and administration;
· fostering scientific and technical progress in industry, mining, agriculture, water and animal resources;
· establishing scientific research centres;
· setting up joint ventures;
· encouraging cooperation of the private sector;
· strengthening ties between their peoples; and
· establishing a common currency by 2010, the Khaleeji.

vi. Viktor Ivanov is an Aide to the President of the Russian Federation, Rashid Nurgaliyev is an interior Minister. Well some ministers of US, EU and Russia met in Berlin in the beginning of march to talk about border management, drugs, situation in Afghanistan and terrorism again without any of the states which are situated in the region, I mean Pakistan, iran, Central Asian states, because it is their borders which have to be managed, because they have immediate borders with Afghanistan.

1) The following sentence is funny: terrorism and organized crime have become global phenomena which affect the US, Russia and the EU alike. Isn’t is ridiculous? These are the less affected states. There is Afghanistan, Iraq, Pakistan and I am sure many more states in the world which have stronger affects of both terrorism and bloody fight against terrorism. US is fighting against terrorism on the territories of other sovereignties violating the latter. All right, I am too emotional now. Have to stop winging.

2) Secretary Chertoff (US) says “terrorists have networks, so should we. There is no doubt about the ambition of terrorists” – is there really? Does really anyone know about the ambitions of terrorists? Have there been serious researches on the nature of terrorism? I think the biggest mistake of many states and international organizations is the tendency to dehumanize terrorists, talking of them as of creatures, evils, non-humans, by labeling them like this we delve into ignorance and will never know why terrorism exists and what provokes those young people to blow up themselves and the others. I agree this isn’t the nice thing to do, this is something scary, but by demonizing this phenomenon and putting too much moral value in that we will never come up with the solution. What is this fight against terrorism? At the end of the day, my impression is, that it is just an attempt to annihilate them, bomb them, destroy infrastructure, civilians’ households, lives… and many more. Has there been any program on how to measure success in war against terrorism? Was it studies enough to know how to fight it? And who to fight? Most of the organizations don’t have a proper definition of terrorism. Various states have various lists of terrorist organizations.

3) Ivanov says terrorists and their supporters need to be brought to justice, what is it? How is it done? Does it mean being tortured? Killed? Or imprisoned for lifelong terms? Does it mean bringing to justice?

vii. Just read quite an optimistic article on Berlin’s new Central Asia text to EU diplomats. The text is 10-pages long, written by German foreign ministry. Didn’t find the text though.

1) Lower political level: regular human rights dialogue and energy dialogue on a bilateral basis. There are plans to open European Commission office in each of the local capitals; greater EU visibility, specific EU presence in Dushanbe; opening of the European Studies Institute in the region is also foreseen.

2) Brussels aims to parachute in ‘judicial and administrative experts’ to help clean the corrupt CA bureaucracies and court systems, while seconding CA officials and businessman to EU administrations and corporations; Erasmus Mundus for students;

3) 750 million Euro aid package on new roads, and water management projects; draft new commercial legislation to steer the states toward WTO accession

4) Future human-rights dialogues will be result-oriented; help build civil society and independent media – e-silk-highway – internet access; support create trade unions

Monday 23 April 2007

my very first day in CEPS

Back in Brussels. Since Saturday night. went to the park, well it is actually more sophisticated. the place is called king's residence Laeken, and we went to the Serre Royales de Laeken, where the king Leopold II built amazing green hauses in 1873. the amount of flowers and odour made me feel dizzy and wonder if a man could be so much in love with flowers.

My first day in CEPS... is the name of the post actually...
CEPS and the ambassy of lichtenstein share one building which is very close to where i am living now. i had to wait for a lady called Xxxxx Xxxxx to install me properly. in an hour, when i went upstairs and made myself a cup of coffee, she still didnt show up. instead there appeared a man, Mahmoud, from Turkey, a visiting fellow, who was just about to showing me around, when we were on the second floor, by the way there are 3 floors. well, we stopped on the second one;

...free like a bird...
there we met Michael, who said he was going to be out in Washington from 23rd to 25th. I was happy to see him, the only familiar face in the whole bloody think-tank. He cheered me up. I told him about coming conferences in Barcelona and in Fulda, which i was sort of going to attend. he said i was 'free as a bird'

...new status: visiting scholar...

he added, ' u are a visiting scholar in CEPS' and u are here in order to make contacts to people from EU Institutions and conduct your research. i felt a bit weird. i guess i am the youngest being in the organisation. all the other visiting and other research fellows and sholars are pursuing their PhDs and writing interesting stuff about interesting stuff. i feel awkward with them. they are all so serious and old, well not old really but older than me, and scholarly.

...rendez-vous in Ixelles...

too late... i was an hour late, i am sure ICEUSers are not wondering, but i really got lost in this bloody brussels. i did enjoy it though. when i found the place which was, as kamila would say, v zhope u chyornogo (PC-cised), the person i had a rendez-vous with was gone. aaaahhh! but his room-mate with her poor english and me with my poor french conversed a bit on where and when i could have another rendez-vous. she was a great help tho, she took a lot of time and energy to explain that she didnt know his 'time-table' and where he was. well the whole rendez-vous was about a room. i am looking for a place to live in brussels at the moment. have to appoint another rendez-vous tomorrow.

looking forward for tomorrow...

Sunday 15 April 2007

Back in Berlin

Hey, hey, hey.
Since yesterday I am back in Berlin, staying at Komila's and enjoying my temporary return to Germany. I could already feel back at home when in Aachen yesterday early in the morning, where I was laying at the bench and being warmed by the springy sun.

In the evening we prepared yummy and fat blinchiki (due to Komila's natural generousity with flour), degustated some wine and danced at Tango Loft. In the late morning wounded myself and ever hungry Komila almost finished blinchiki and made up a genious To-Do list not to end up browsing the web for the whole day. Well, what do you think am I doing now?
Am sitting for the whole day in the GBZ Computer Center with Komila, reading and responding thousands of my fans' e-mails and trying to figure out my way back to Brussels.

It a bit sucks, just a minute ago I have asked Komila, what are we going to eat this evening. Damn this Komila, she hasn't even got one bloody tomato pasta:(

Friday 13 April 2007



I followed Firdavs, Ragil and Kamila and uploaded my face in the net called something my heritage....bla-bla-bla.... well they said they couldnt identify my face, had to do it on my own. then they said they didnt find any matches, well i had to pick another picture. here is the result

My Ever First ... mmm

Well well! Don't really know much how it works, but this is my first try.
Ma face should be somewhere there.